The Pain Underneath

I've been into flower symbolisms lately, so I kind of made something special just to ease off my nervousness (School's coming, oh god no)
Flower meanings: 
 
(On her head): lotus corniculatus or Bird's-foot trefoil which means revenge
                        The twig-looking things on the side of her head is Cypress, which means death, mourning, despair, or sorrow.
(Lower Area): The twig-looking things here are different, it's Gypsophila paniculata or Baby's Breath, which means Innocence or purity of heart.
                       The sharp petals on the center are hydrangeas which means (on the negative side) Frigidness or heartlessness.
                       The wide petals around it are Petunias, which means resentment or anger

I used one of my characters here just because when I made her, I was pretty depressed and angry at everything. This one means that her head is filled with thoughts of revenge and at the same time she is mourning and in pain. In the environment she was in, with all the crap around her, she had to become heartless and merciless to survive. And she's angry about all of her reality, I suppose. The baby's breath represents innocence, but it's covered in blood, what would that mean, then?


*The lotus c. is actually yellow, the cypress is green, the baby's breath is white, but I just decided I'd just go along with having everything here a shade of blue*

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